How disappointed do you have to be to resist even a touch? I still remember the first time we held hands, we were so attached to each other's warmth, our fingers intertwined, neither of us wanted to let go.

　　We truly loved each other passionately, but later on, we grew tired of each other.

　　So love fades away, and I have long accepted this cruel fact and no longer feel sad about it.

　　It's just regrettable, as if a big chunk of my heart suddenly went blank.

　　Jiang Xiaobai finally found me, always appearing at the most embarrassing moments for me.

　　He rushed over, pinned Jiang Yu on the ground, and beat him.

　　The two fought fiercely, both using brutal force.

　　Song Li was scared and cried, "Stop, someone might get hurt." The commotion was loud and attracted the security guards.

　　It took a lot of effort to separate them.

　　"Su Qiao, how dare you secretly be with another man behind my back." Jiang Yu wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, his eyes turning scarlet with anger.

　　He flirted with a young and beautiful girl right in front of me, it was just drinking and acting.

　　And I collapsed in the rain due to my illness, and it was Jiang Xiaobai who saved me, but he blamed me for betraying him.

　　I walked straight to him and slapped him, "Jiang Yu, you're such a jerk." It seemed like I woke him up with my slap, Jiang Yu realized that this time, I was serious, and he panicked.

　　Jiang Yu was always confident.

　　He thought I couldn't live without him, and that I was only asking for a divorce to provoke him and grab his attention.

　　But I truly didn't care about him anymore.

　　In front of him, I left with Jiang Xiaobai.

　　"Su Qiao, don't leave with him." Jiang Yu's voice pleadingly called from behind and I paused, a feeling of sadness engulfing me.

　　Without stopping, I continued walking, leaving him with a cold and indifferent figure.

　　On the way back to the hospital room, Jiang Xiaobai remained silent, and I had no idea what he was thinking, but his fists were clenched tightly.

　　When he was treating my wounds, he suddenly spoke, "If it's destined to end like this, if we could start over, would you still choose to love him?" The thick darkness of the night descended quietly, the dazzling neon lights of the city flashed before my eyes, and I firmly said, "No." No expectations, no hurt.

　　Because I love Jiang Yu, he has the privilege of hurting me.

　　I entrusted the divorce to a lawyer to handle it for me, but Jiang Yu did not cooperate and insisted that I go home and negotiate with him.

　　But my cancer cells spread, and my condition suddenly worsened.

　　I had to be hospitalized for treatment to relieve the unbearable pain.

　　Naturally, I didn't have the strength to entangle and torment Jiang Yu.

　　Every day I have to take various medicines and have IV drips.

　　Because my skin is sensitive, the skin on the back of my hand swells up from being pricked, and even the nurse has a hard time finding the position of the blood vessels, pricking the wrong spot several times.

　　I eat less and less, and as soon as I manage to eat a little bit, I feel nauseous, and I keep vomiting while holding onto the toilet.

　　My stomach is already empty, and I start vomiting stomach acid.

　　I visibly lose weight and my hair starts falling out in clumps.

　　Li Yi suggested chemotherapy, but I refused.

　　The process of chemotherapy is too painful.

　　The skin will be burned black and the hair will fall out uncontrollably, which scares me.

　　I don't want to become ugly.

　　Jiang Xiaobai has been by my bedside taking care of me.

　　No matter how hard I try to drive him away, he refuses to leave.

　　I don't want him to see me in my current state.

　　I can't eat, and he doesn't eat either.

　　Every time my stomach hurts, I cry in pain, and he cries with me.

　　I don't understand why he is so good to me.

　　We have only known each other for less than a month.

　　Later I found out that he had been lying to me all along.