After talking to Su Qi, I was shocked and upset.

　　The system she mentioned, the transmigration, I am not unfamiliar with them.

　　Xiao Xiao told me about them before losing her memory.

　　I remember everything she said about it.

　　I know she has always wanted to go home.

　　This has been Xiao Xiao's wish all along.

　　In her original world, her parents and loved ones are still waiting for her.

　　But I find it really hard to let go.

　　I can't imagine a world without Xiaoxiao, what should I do? Forgive me for being selfish once.

　　I am well aware that the person I have always liked is only Xiaoxiao.

　　I tried to make her stay safely in my world.

　　But now, I unconsciously say hurtful things to her.

　　She also looks at me with cold and unfamiliar eyes.

　　The distance between us is growing.

　　She is always crying, and it pains me deeply.

　　I voluntarily found Suqi and agreed to her request.

　　Suqi also doesn't want to be controlled.

　　We acted together, pretending to follow the storyline.

　　I just hope that in this way, Xiaoxiao can return to her beloved home.

　　This is the only thing I can do for her.

　　I never dared to imagine that I would voluntarily say such hurtful words to Xiaoxiao.

　　I see her trying to hold back her tears, her disappointed look.

　　I'm so afraid of her sadness, but now I have to pretend to be indifferent.

　　The person I have cherished so carefully for many years ends up being hurt the most by me.

　　Eventually, it seems like Xiaoxiao has given up on me.

　　Sadness is evident in her eyes as she slowly erases her own presence.

　　Xiaoxiao always thought that I was oblivious and wouldn't notice.

　　But she doesn't know how much I love her.

　　I remember everything about her so well.

　　Eventually, the house became empty.

　　My heart feels as though it's been pierced by a gust of wind.

　　Xiaoxiao's health deteriorates.

　　I know this is a sign that she is about to leave this world.

　　I am tormented and lose sleep all night long, always sneaking in to check on her after she falls asleep.

　　Then coming back without her ever knowing.

　　I don't even know how much longer I can keep watching her like this.