Actually, I didn't have any thoughts of sacrificing myself for love, but I have to admit that I miss him very much.

　　Without him, the world has become somewhat dull.

　　After Shen Su died, my health also declined.

　　Even though I ate and slept on time every day, I felt exhausted, inexplicably exhausted.

　　I also couldn't muster up interest in many things.

　　One sunny afternoon, I laid on a soft couch, basking in the warm sun, and dreamt about many things from the past.

　　Most of them were scenes related to Shen Su, as all my happy memories involved him.

　　In the dream, the corners of my mouth lifted as if I saw Shen Su coming back.

　　He stood there, with his eyebrows and eyes curved, opening his arms towards me.

　　I lifted my skirt and smiled as I ran towards him.