After Zhou Wei left, I seemed to return to normal, but every day was torturous.

　　I no longer had the strength to argue with Jiang Yu.

　　Just staying alive each day drained all my energy.

　　I indulged in excessive eating and drinking, had irregular sleep patterns, and neglected my own body.

　　When I was diagnosed with stomach cancer, I was happy.

　　Because I can finally die.